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kimmy 52, Female, USA - 3 entries

Sep 2006
3:27 PM CST

I am having such an hard time right now-my fiance left me last month, my car was repoed two weeks ago and I have a job now at Wal-mart, but now I have to move in 2 weeks. I won't have a paycheck and I have nowhere to go. I just don't know what to do anymore, I feel like I am going to have a nervous breakdown.

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dawn 49, Female, USA - 9 entries

Sep 2006
1:53 PM CST

ok so it is becoming increasingly obviuos that my llife is not getting any better on its own, so the questo is now what do i do about. Acting like a rebelious teenager and behaving like i have completely lost my ,ind is obviously not making things better in fact all that is doing is confusing the issue. I really wish i knoew what to do and how to handle the whole i am with u but i love someone else and while i am at hell y not screw whoever i can just for good measure. I understand that i want m own life and i am tired offeeling trapped and tied down and i want some independence and i don't want my identity to be the ones i get from other people but damn i don't think this is the way to go about handling things either. To top it off the more vocal i get about the shit with adam(my boyfriend) in trying to explain ay thing to him the more we fight and argue which in turn makes me want to stay with him even less. So then what is the solution? Well that leaves me in the same place i have been for months..everyone else keeps telling me to just grow some balls and get thehell out but it isn't that easy i have a son and bills and an entire life that has to be considered. Can i really just walk out on my whole life and never look back? Of course not and what about colin and his relationship with his dad? How will it all efect him? I really don't want to loose adam completely i want us to be able to talk and be friends and work together to raise our child, but i just don't think we can do it as a single family unit, i don't think us being together in a relationshipand in the same house is good for our child. please does anyone anywhere have the answers? I am getting desperate here, i'm confused and at my wits end

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mccreight29 53, Female, Georgia, USA - 19 entries

Sep 2006
3:39 PM EDT

I have not been feeling well today. Rog is getting over his flu thing. Today was uneventful again. same ole same ole. I did buy a new top that caight Rogs' attention. I think I need to spend more time on myself in that girlie way.

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meagan 47, Female, Canada - 15 entries

Sep 2006
1:06 AM EST

Last night me and my friend bellydanced at a film festival party - kinda weird because no one was really paying all that much attention to our shows - it was like we were just part of the atmosphere, not a feature (which kinda bugs me).This week has been super-busy with all new classes starting at my studio - tons of new beginners, plus I'm starting to prepare for our big student showcase in December by starting all the choreographies with the classes! On Sunday me and Wala'a painted the studio white(something I've wanted to do for years now), but we didn't finish the hall or the office. Tonight after all the classes are done I will be tackling that single-handedly! I'm thinking I'll be there all night! It's just hard because the smell stays around for a while and I don't have one day where there isn't a dance class... Friday's not so bad as I just have my outdoor circuit training boot camp so that's why I'm doing it tonight. I'm just about to leave for my appointment with an osteopath to see what's wrong with my neck (it's been killing me for about a month or two now)! I started my day off with no exercise and a giant cookie from last night! I need to clean up my act!

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kittyneedsspace 34, Female, Canada - 7 entries

Sep 2006
1:31 PM AST

this pic is for my last entry

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kittyneedsspace 34, Female, Canada - 7 entries

Sep 2006
1:29 PM AST

here is an update from your truly.....well my mom and i went to see an movie my friends are stupid heads...well except for a few....they are all fighting with each nothing new and most of em are mad at me:s god it's confusing ...i hung up on one of them when they call that was awsome....then i called and asked for he twin....i wasnt doing to be a b*tch though i was just calling to ask for her well later. stuck in the drama

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Ashli 34, Female, California, USA - 24 entries

Sep 2006
11:34 PM EDT

What is love? Is it only between a male and female? Can there different variations of it? Love is when you truly care for someone and they truly care for you. So what does it matter if both people are of the same gender? What does it matter if one person is 10 years older than the other or they are of different races? Im bisexual and when peole find out they no longer want to have anything todo with me. As if i have kind of disease that if they look at me they will either die or worse become gay or lesbian. My best friend is black and there is not a single white guy who will even come close to trying to get to know her. They are so adamently against it that they dont like to look at her. She is one of the most beautiful girls in our school but because she is black they dont even want to be her friend. My cousin is 18 and she just graduated. She is already in college and found somebdy that she loved. The only thing that makes it wrong in mst peoples eyes is that he is her english professor and he is like in his mid 30s. So what who cares. She talked to him about how she feels and he didnt mind in fact he felt that he loved her also. But when people found out he was fired and she was kicked out of the school. Theres no difference in any of these stories they deal with peole being fucking prejudice!!! What the fuck is wrong with any of these people being together? I have tried to ask people why they think it is wrong and the only thing that they can come up with is, "Well um because its ewww..thats all i just think that its gross." That is basically what they all say!!! Im going to end this here because if i dont this could go on forever... What is love? WHEN TWO PEOPLE CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER!! Is it only between a male and a female? NO!! Can there be different variations of it? YES!!

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shae 32, Female, Texas, USA - 22 entries

Sep 2006
9:18 AM EDT

lots of stuff but mosly joy cuz i am allways happy and smileing and i think it rubs of. what do they gain not shure really i think that younger people probably gain wisdom a little any way not that i am a gienus or something but you no...in fact im rather dummb... even though i am a brunet i am sooooo blond!! LOL UNSINED.

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SavanaSSantos 34, Female, Texas, USA - 30 entries

Sep 2006
8:50 AM EDT

Ok. i just figured out that this thing works at my school YAY!!

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Trace 61, Female, Texas, USA - 38 entries

Sep 2006
3:06 AM EDT

Yesterday, the 12th of September, I went to enroll in school. I passed the admissions test, I'm told, "with flying colors". Got a thumbs up with the head admissions person there. Now I have to get financed...aawg! This is the stressing part. I initially was going to start after Thanksgiving, but the admissions person (Kevin) and the financial aid person (Stever) is pushing for me to start now....I don't think that is going to happen. I think they are playing a little game with me a bit. First Kevin tells me that the only C & ET course that is available now is T,W and Th 6 pm to 10:30 for the Nov start. But then once I said if they could get me registered and financed for this semester, I would start now, but that I would rather have day classes....then....all of a sudden there was a M&F or T&F from 8 to 3:30pm available for days. I think their day classes are full, and they are trying to fill the evening classes, and they were trying to steer my for the evening classes. But I want the day classes, as I have a child and would like to be at home with her in the evenings, to make sure she is doing what she is expected to do (i.e. chores & homework).

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